am finally back here. no idea why. but looking at my counter, i realised that pple still come here. i don't know who exactly (though i think there are a few from xx's blog)..

this is mainly cos of my gbk. decided to just use the old gbk from here for trouble some dyct frens who complain when i use a gbk (yj) and complain when i don't use one (c) -_- anyway, read my old gbk entries. from sec 4. pple like juvia, peiyi, cass.. and that unknown friend whose identity i never found out. cray-z. rei. alanna. wish i still kept in contact with them. but i never was much of an msn/email/icq person, esp since my comp died so many times. most pple moved their blogs. esp rei. but when i was depressed, they actually bothered abt me.

wonder whether any of them still come here. i found alanna's blog again. and one i THINK is rei. i haven't talked to peiyi for more than 2 years. and though i meet juv on the bus alot, we can't seem to be able to talk much. i'm no conversationalist too. and cass. well. guess this is part of growing up. everything changes. wonder whether dyct will end up like that too..

but anyway. my point is. peiyi cass laura juvia rei alanna crayz, even lynn. sign my gbk, email me, msn me. nothing's changed in the 3 years. my hp number has changed though. lost my phone so many times, i lost everyone's numbers. i guess when i finally work up the guts, i will try to email, if they're actually still in existance. or even tag. but i'm so damn afraid of embarrassment - if i'm the only one who remembers.

Tuesday, June 21, 2005.03:25 p.m. || bring me back down